The Man I Really Am!

After taking my kids on a snow tubing trip up to Cloudcroft New Mexico I was painfully reminded again of who I really am inside. I hate traffic and the hustle and bustle. The fast paced materialistic concrete jungle damages my very sense of well being right to the core of my soul. Most of the time I feel suffocated and trapped in this fast paced lifestyle. The slowness and simpleness of country life beckons to me constantly like a long lost friend.
The sense of well being I have when I'm up in the mountains or out in the countryside is hard for me to explain. I honestly feel I was meant to work the land, work with animals and to be outdoors everyday. I think some people out there understand exactly what I'm experiencing. The only way I could liken the way I feel is kind of like knowing your a man or a woman. I just know that I should live out in the country or mountains. I just know deep down inside me this is who I really am. One day hopefully before long and before its too late I will live and work where I was intended to!